Today I am overwhelmed with emotions, from what I do not know. Loss of appitite for the past 2 days; choking down a soup, nearly gagging on peanut butter. Anxious like I haven’t been in years. Can’t stop pacing and cleaning. Can’t stop overthinking. Can’t stop this huge burden of fear of failure – and I don’t even know why!
I truly hope I can overcome it soon. It is crushing.